Uniquely One

Here's something I wrote a while ago, honestly putting onto paper who I really am. It's quite amazing really, because at the time I wrote it I was feeling like my life was a failure, it was during my most lonely and hurting time in my life and I felt the last thing I could do was at least bring out all the things that was right with myself and my life. I've had some recent times of hurt, but that time was especially hard. My point is, after I wrote down everything, I saw that I was unique and loved, and that people needed me. That I had a lot of things going for me and I had my whole bright future ahead of me. I saw what good was in me and my life. I eventually came out of it and started focusing on those major points I made in my writing, and of course I still am today. This is my mission statement, and I find hope in it everytime I am discouraged because I know there are better times and things ahead, and that this is who I am, and that I have a everlasting eternity in heaven because of Him. Some of the most important points I used in the ''About Me'' section, but since it was too long to put all of it, here is the rest.

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I am a deep thinker and one who sees the brighter sides of things. I pray for the ones whose destiny is hell. I try to imagine how everything was before God said, ''Let there be light,'' how there was nothing. I hate pink and love to rub satin. I love to climb trees, to be on top of the world. I find snakes and spiders fascinating and intricately made by God. As I gaze out into the night, I imagine earth's gravity reversing and I find myself falling hundreds of miles up into the atmosphere and beyond. I want to someday ride a horse in an open field at racing at top speed with nothing to stop me. I want to live a life that will leave a lasting impression on the earth and the life on it, even long after I'm gone. I will always remember and respect the ones who gave their lives for this country, though most don't respect and honor them as they really should. I hear music playing when there is no sound but the beating of my heart. I see squirells playing and birds flying when there is nothing but the frozen, lonely gray of winter. I fear we don't spend each day as if it were our last, because every minute is precious. I believe the pursuit and perspective of happiness and beauty is in the mind of the beholder. I say that a person can be anything they want if they just believe in themselves and have the passion and right motivation. I would love to know all the questions but not all of the answers...the more answers I know, the more I don't know. I will always wish upon a shooting star when I see one, I will always believe in the impossible. I hope and believe that someday I will reach my goals and find someone who will share my dreams, and, whatever the obstacles, will also share the joys and downfalls of life with me every step of the way. I strive each day to become abetter person. I seek the good in people and forgive and forget the bad. I long to help those who are suffering, poor, orphaned, and those who have never felt nor seen the love of Christ. I pretend I am in a another country at another time in history and I get so wound up in my imagination that I am completely oblivious to the world around me. I touch the stars when I think of the ones I deeply love and care for. I like running fast through the wind. I have a wonderful and amazing talent and passion for music, and I play instruments with heartfelt emotion that touches the listener's heart; music is always better when someone is listening. I feel all tingly inside when I am reminded of the complexities of all God's creations. I am a part of God's awesome plan, I am here for a purpose and nothing can take away my faith in him.